First , she does not look that bad before surgery..she wasn't ugly. I actually think she had some delicate features, she was pretty girl...after all these surgeries she looks like a "bunny" in other words an "ideal".

From watching the show, I can tell that she is a very insecure girl. She looks for acceptance, if you ask me I think she looks at Hef more like a dad....she is looking to shine out...to feel important because she doesn't feel she has none...

I remember her one time saying "Hef, one time said I would never be photogenic enough, I hope he really like the shoot." She has something to prove and she is constantly looking for his acceptance(and thats what I think she cares about the most)

Remember that in this society Women bodies are valued as ornaments and men bodies are valued as instruments.

This whole "playboy" culture, is the embodiment of just that. Which is clearly seen through the reality show.