people may try to put you down for having plastic surgery, but it is your addiction. everyone has an addiction and no one is better than another. you are beautiful. and i aplaud the fact that you can endure so much pain and still smile about it! i have had surgeries and i cried. people say they would never get plastic surgery but what is makeup? its still a cover up. no its not as severe as surgery of course but how many girls always freak out about being seen with out make up. so people just need someone to talk bad about and point their fingers at other people because they arent happy with themselves. so in conclusion you are beautiful, you were before and you still are after the surgeries.